Okay, Ive been watching romance movies these day by day my feeling wanting to be loved is a little bit strong. It is what you called CULTIVATED. Well, I learned Cultivation Theory so I know what it is. If you dont know bout it, google it.
There's a time where I finally realize that,
What if? What were you hoping for is not what were you hoping for?
What if? Love doesn't come from what is on your list(Perfect Girl List)
What if? What's bad about her that you dislike is no longer dislike.
What if? "What if" is happening?
Sometimes, I really don't get it what's in my heart. What I want. What I really care. It's just beats, hard. I feel the pain, the slow pain. It does not hurt but it irritates me. I don't know what to do. I really don't know!
What I'm doing now is just, close my eyes, wishing may I have a good dream and focus on what I'm focusing on. But that does not help actually, cus sometimes it come out of nowhere and I have to deal with it....
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